Friday, April 18, 2014

A Truth I Always Use To Hide!

I was stupid by not tellin him
I was his bst frnd since we were 12 yrs old
but to me,he was ma prince.....
weneva he sits next to me,i feel world is under ma feet
but to d world we were bst frnds,
unfortunately to him also
we shared evrything under d sun
I wanted to tell him,how much he meant to me
Years passed by,still i didnt tell
but he is happy....coz we wer bst frnds still.....
"THEY MAKE A GooD PAIR" i told to ma frnd 
trying to hide a tear

Lost Forever

I wish together and forever
I could dream on the days by.
You look at me, and don’t see me
The best was to hold you tight.
To feel when you are there
Having your hand rest upon me.
I follow you thee, just to meet you once

Down the street I see another figure.
Eyes turned pale and I turned to run
Thinking that you stabbed me with a knife.
There was never another one for me
But you had to choose between lots.
You never knew how I feel
And I still am confused.

Looking through the window pane
I stare at your dwindling stature.
Still have a hope, to be back
I long for your voice and touch.

In the hazy smog, I see you
A shiver ran through my body.
Brittle face of mine, has tears down
You said me those words, finally.
Trying to hold you on tight.
But all I could see was an outline waning.

Just can't forget it

I look at myself in the mirror
I see an unsolved mystery
I am hurt inside

Hopes that fall and love which died
Blood doesn’t shed out anymore,
Yet the scars shows it all

The pain still remains
The tears still fall off
I can’t help it all


How is that I cry all along?
Yet all you do was to smile
Give me some light to bear.

Replay what we were once
I can’t believe it’s done now
Let me breath once again.

Wait baby, just wait a sec
I can’t let you go away.
I can’t give up what we had
I just can’t forget it.

Broken Promise

As the years go by, I stop and think about all the memories we've made, the good times we've shared, and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my partner, but my best friend and soulmate.You are a blessing from above and one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you've done for me. Not only are you a wonderful boyfrnd, you are also a wonderful caregiver.You give so freely to everyone you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you, baby...more than words, more than life. I'm forever grateful for your love and proud to be with you.
It is not very long since I have known you, but you have changed me and my life after peeping into it. I have given you the best position in my heart and my life. Though it has not been long but still we have been so close to each other in just a short span of time. I hope to have a very loving and long life. I promise to bring you stars you dreamt of and would do anything to bring you all happiness of life. Your sweet talks and your lovely smile has added the spice in my life which has been dark all this while. Have you ever marked how long our chats continue. None of us has actually done that and it does continue for hours between us.  I love to talk to you on phone and my talks never end. There is always a new topic to share with you. I can indeed share every minute and every silly incidence of my life with you. Life had indeed become awesome after meeting you.I always feel how people find butterflies around them when they see their partners .. But now it had bcome true for me after meeting you.
I Promise you that,I love you and Be your forever,As your best friend and your partner.

Torn apart

On my pillow I rest my head
Which is viscous with fear
Witnessing the fight with a teardrop
Rage conquers my mind
I wonder though u dream of me?


A faint cry could ease the pain
I still long for my better days.
Loneliness gives me strength
To wait for someone inside to arrive.

Be with me now and forever
As a new life beings for us.
Your touch makes my token
It l be here for long enough.

As I remain here broken
Depressed and sadness follow me all
I lay on my womb and cry
Thinking the fate of him.

Lost Again

Today I love you more
Than I can say
Look at the date,
Eleven  months ago.
You invited me in
To a life and a love,
That neither of us could win.
I gave you my all,
I gave you my heart
Now I’m here alone
All torn apart.
We began so happy
Without promise or fear,
Supposed to be our year
Mine and your year.
I felt so lucky
So happy I was with you,
I fell so deeply in love
And you did too.
You made me laugh
Smile and cry,
But no matter what
I’ll love you till I die.
In the end
You walked away,
Although I tried
I couldn’t make you stay.
I tried so hard
To keep you here
But your choice was made,
It was done and clear.
I wish I could hold you
I wish you could see
That without you here,
I’m no longer me.
It is so hard
Harder than you know
Because now I can see
I have to let you go.
It should be us,
You and me
I wish I could say
Love u Always
I now realize
You are truly gone,
That you never loved me
That you’ve moved on.
I can’t sleep,
Think or breathe,
All because
You decided to leave.
You were my life,
My dreams come true
My one true love,
You know that was you.
But I’ll be strong and not cry,
You leave me with no choice
But to say I love you and goodbye
And a promise that I ' love u always ..

And I met her

I met this gal
I try to remember,yes! Then I got,
Once we Dated
She Grew up in City
But dsnt have the maturity.
When I met her again
The memories took me back,
The time I spent with her
All the good laughs and tears we shared came into my mind
But all she brought for me was pain and misery.
Soft music fills the air
I take my guitar and finger up a string,
Only to make my memories fade away.
Drowning in nothing but Fear !!
Fear of you again coming back into my life.
Coz I am now over on you..
And pls dnt make me go swirl as u did once.