I might

Sitting out in a grassy field
While I watch the sun set
In this distant horizon
I always wonder
How long it will take me
To completely forget you

So yes,it hurts, it always will
And it's like going through hell trying to keep still
Trying not to get restless or show how I feel
Because if I actually showed you
That would mean it is real

But right here, right now...it really does hurt
To pass you by and see you with her
For you, it might be just a game of pick and choose
And I realize I might be the one to lose