Friday, April 18, 2014

A Truth I Always Use To Hide!

I was stupid by not tellin him
I was his bst frnd since we were 12 yrs old
but to me,he was ma prince.....
weneva he sits next to me,i feel world is under ma feet
but to d world we were bst frnds,
unfortunately to him also
we shared evrything under d sun
I wanted to tell him,how much he meant to me
Years passed by,still i didnt tell
but he is happy....coz we wer bst frnds still.....
"THEY MAKE A GooD PAIR" i told to ma frnd 
trying to hide a tear

Lost Forever

I wish together and forever
I could dream on the days by.
You look at me, and don’t see me
The best was to hold you tight.
To feel when you are there
Having your hand rest upon me.
I follow you thee, just to meet you once

Down the street I see another figure.
Eyes turned pale and I turned to run
Thinking that you stabbed me with a knife.
There was never another one for me
But you had to choose between lots.
You never knew how I feel
And I still am confused.

Looking through the window pane
I stare at your dwindling stature.
Still have a hope, to be back
I long for your voice and touch.

In the hazy smog, I see you
A shiver ran through my body.
Brittle face of mine, has tears down
You said me those words, finally.
Trying to hold you on tight.
But all I could see was an outline waning.

Just can't forget it

I look at myself in the mirror
I see an unsolved mystery
I am hurt inside

Hopes that fall and love which died
Blood doesn’t shed out anymore,
Yet the scars shows it all

The pain still remains
The tears still fall off
I can’t help it all


How is that I cry all along?
Yet all you do was to smile
Give me some light to bear.

Replay what we were once
I can’t believe it’s done now
Let me breath once again.

Wait baby, just wait a sec
I can’t let you go away.
I can’t give up what we had
I just can’t forget it.

Broken Promise

As the years go by, I stop and think about all the memories we've made, the good times we've shared, and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my partner, but my best friend and soulmate.You are a blessing from above and one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you've done for me. Not only are you a wonderful boyfrnd, you are also a wonderful caregiver.You give so freely to everyone you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you, baby...more than words, more than life. I'm forever grateful for your love and proud to be with you.
It is not very long since I have known you, but you have changed me and my life after peeping into it. I have given you the best position in my heart and my life. Though it has not been long but still we have been so close to each other in just a short span of time. I hope to have a very loving and long life. I promise to bring you stars you dreamt of and would do anything to bring you all happiness of life. Your sweet talks and your lovely smile has added the spice in my life which has been dark all this while. Have you ever marked how long our chats continue. None of us has actually done that and it does continue for hours between us.  I love to talk to you on phone and my talks never end. There is always a new topic to share with you. I can indeed share every minute and every silly incidence of my life with you. Life had indeed become awesome after meeting you.I always feel how people find butterflies around them when they see their partners .. But now it had bcome true for me after meeting you.
I Promise you that,I love you and Be your forever,As your best friend and your partner.

Torn apart

On my pillow I rest my head
Which is viscous with fear
Witnessing the fight with a teardrop
Rage conquers my mind
I wonder though u dream of me?


A faint cry could ease the pain
I still long for my better days.
Loneliness gives me strength
To wait for someone inside to arrive.

Be with me now and forever
As a new life beings for us.
Your touch makes my token
It l be here for long enough.

As I remain here broken
Depressed and sadness follow me all
I lay on my womb and cry
Thinking the fate of him.

Lost Again

Today I love you more
Than I can say
Look at the date,
Eleven  months ago.
You invited me in
To a life and a love,
That neither of us could win.
I gave you my all,
I gave you my heart
Now I’m here alone
All torn apart.
We began so happy
Without promise or fear,
Supposed to be our year
Mine and your year.
I felt so lucky
So happy I was with you,
I fell so deeply in love
And you did too.
You made me laugh
Smile and cry,
But no matter what
I’ll love you till I die.
In the end
You walked away,
Although I tried
I couldn’t make you stay.
I tried so hard
To keep you here
But your choice was made,
It was done and clear.
I wish I could hold you
I wish you could see
That without you here,
I’m no longer me.
It is so hard
Harder than you know
Because now I can see
I have to let you go.
It should be us,
You and me
I wish I could say
Love u Always
I now realize
You are truly gone,
That you never loved me
That you’ve moved on.
I can’t sleep,
Think or breathe,
All because
You decided to leave.
You were my life,
My dreams come true
My one true love,
You know that was you.
But I’ll be strong and not cry,
You leave me with no choice
But to say I love you and goodbye
And a promise that I ' love u always ..

And I met her

I met this gal
I try to remember,yes! Then I got,
Once we Dated
She Grew up in City
But dsnt have the maturity.
When I met her again
The memories took me back,
The time I spent with her
All the good laughs and tears we shared came into my mind
But all she brought for me was pain and misery.
Soft music fills the air
I take my guitar and finger up a string,
Only to make my memories fade away.
Drowning in nothing but Fear !!
Fear of you again coming back into my life.
Coz I am now over on you..
And pls dnt make me go swirl as u did once.

Hate that

When you say I love you
I can understand it was a lie!
I don't wanna be played
again and again by your lies
You are giving me more and more pain
and i just wanna scream loud
Just stop it right way!
The way you lie..
I cant stop from loving you
each day pass by its getting deeper and deeper


My heart wanna hate you
not to love you anymore
but its just a wish,
coz i cant do it. 

I can't smile

You know that I never smiled
After that day,when we became two.
I can't smile without you
I can't live without you.
Its been a nightmare,living
My whole life,thinking of the past.
I'm finding it hard now,
As you are again near me.
I feel sad when you are crying,
I feel angry when you are hurt.
Is that because,you never knew
That I can't smile without you.
You came along just like a wind
And touched my skin as soft as it would be.
When you came along,I cried my pain
Screaming out in loud,to let people hear.
That I can't smile without you

Thank you, Girl

When I look back through are old days,
It makes me feel bad now
Yes! I feel so guilty
I knew things wouldn't last much
so I should have warned you
I shouldn't have dragged you till here
I know it hurts you a lot
You started it with a stone
and now I have made up into a rock
Can I say sorry for hurting you?
Can I say sorry for making you cry and weep?
Just forgive me once!
I know its too late for an apology
I had made you go through many hardships

The love we had once won't ever come back again
I spoiled the good moments we had,
I made you go crazy and weep like anything
I just wanna ask you that,
Can we be friends?
I know its too late
But I wanted to prove myself
that I really feel guilty on what I have done
I am not the same boy now,
changed a lot for good
You taught me what good and bad is!
You taught me what love and friendship is
You taught me how to love and to be loved
and now again you taught me that
I am a big loooser!
Thanks my girl,for everything we shared
It was great being with you.

Truth that hurts

Heart is the place
Where secrets are opened
An eager to wait
For the day to come

All you said,was a word
A truth by all means
But I still don't know
Why it hurts so badly?

There I wait
Burning away my pains
Sealed by fear
Just for the day



I waited so long
Wished that you would tell me
That all you said was a lie
Coz this lie will find sweet

Given the facts
What I know was true
I always thougt that you loved me
I always wanted you to tell me the truth

Then why was it this way
A tear ran through my cheek
When you said that truth
You never loved me , I didnt know

All I thought was
You wanted someone
To love and care you
I gave all my heart to it

But when you said
There was someone
To be filled my place
I was crushed

Coz you never knew that
No one could replace
You in my heart and soul
Forever the truth is left!

Taste of it

When you tasted the Betrayal
They seem so true
You think you see them
But we don't
We think they are there
But its just another illusion.

Air smell like a sordid aroma
Nothing seems right
A scream let out
Nothing feels the same
Lies are all we taste
Like a childs yelp
Everything feel wrong.

A Crusade is through
Odor of a terapidation
I can smell Betrayal here
To the ambiguity of the knife
Which is sealed in me
They can smell my fear
The perfume of yours
Have caught in their eyes

They stabbed me from the back
I couldn't move,but yearn for help
I just wanted love
I just wanted you
I never imagined to be betrayed
I had the taste of it!

Late

It is to late now,It will never be the same.
The time had changed me.
The past is to blame.
Do you ever think,of how things could be?
I never knew you,But I hope you know me.
No one is showing me the way.How am I supposed to know?
There is a saying,Every action is learned.
Do I try to make it aloneWith nothing to fall back on?


Do I keep searching for answers,For some clue of what I seek?
I have tried everything I know.Where do I go from here?
You are supposed to have the answers,And build me up with cheer.
I don't know what you expect,Or what you dream,
All I know is that you’re my guiding hand ,
The one I hope that one day I'll see.